life is happening now

you see ,
I am impatient . but I hope not in a bad way
trying to strike a nice balance between rushing n delay
coz what I gathered
so far
it never goes the planned way
so why would I make blueprints
not coming from the right place

plan a life ahead, live later
be happy tomorrow
enjoy it if I get there,
i’ll stay here in sorrow
for now, right?
just have to get through this
just have to do that first
losing our fire, you smiling liar
there’s only today

rebellionElyna Winters